“Deserve”

“He deserves this”

“He do deserves to be help”

“I think he deserve half of it”

“No he don’t at all”

“....”

I remember well during my secondary school time, one of my classmates used to be very “convince” in all his saying. He is so convince in himself that he started to induce others to agree in him, even if he is wrong.

Several attempts I had done to prove him wrong (in fact my intention is to strike hard on his confident). But people around him seem to be supporting him blindly, even if he is wrong in the sense of fact!

I couldn’t believe that he
deserved to be trusted by them…

I asked myself on the above phenomenon for last few years and concluded that the supporters are “sohai” or idiots. Just follow and simple believe what the guy try to fooled around. Even their true feeling is obviously known that their idol was fucking wrong.

Recently, I faced a lot of problem, from every angle that I couldn’t expect at all. Out of sudden, my memories flashed out like a movie on the above phenomenon. I re-think on the situation and changed my conclusion I had made last time.

The guy I mentioned previously, not only fooling people around and yet making people convince in him. But he does actually pursue them, telling his believers what they like to hear, doing something the believers like to see, gave them some (valueless) benefits that his believers treated like precious… etc…

What he did wasn’t really convince me that the effects is so good. The effects are so strong that can even form walls between closed friends that sit next to each other…

The key is what?? Persuading? Something I never ever do to achieve goals???

Well, I had been emotional these days.

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Everyone have a scale inside their heart for everything they measure.
I'm very clear with myself..



Some people can accept something other cannot, some do opposite.
Some people can accept wrong but I cannot.
Some people believe in people more than fact.
Some people deserved to be trusted while they may not.



For me, I hate people take something he don’t deserve and help by others while he don't deserved to, in short.



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